Kexin's.

Especially

2012-02-12T13:29:00.003+08:00

Makes too much sense :-)

Common topic

2012-02-11T20:27:00.001+08:00

I guess you're the one who knows the most. Thanks girl for being willing to help ^^ Oh, and you too though we're not really close, yet. :)

I can't wait to start working and get my pay, heh. :D There's gonna be so much things I can do now. Had alot of plans laid out initially but I guess I'll have to strike most of them off now... Kinda mood spoiler but at least it'll be replaced by other HOPEFULLY much interesting plans, right...? Ok at least I'm making money hehehe. Allowance+Current Income+Job Salary = omg life's gonna be so fun. X3

Actually... (very random)
I have a very doting dad who doesn't bear to starve my sis & I so much he makes sure our allowance is always more than enough.
I have a very loving mum who would always jio(ask) me out for dinner almost everyday just to make sure I eat something.
I'm actually very fortunate and blessed. To have parents who are working very hard just to provide for their kids and family.

PAPA, MUMMY 我爱你<3

I wanted you.

2012-02-11T14:27:00.002+08:00

\(^o^)/

2012-02-10T22:14:00.003+08:00

Finally got our BA shirts ;D
Proud to be a business student cos their shirt designs are always so nice!!!
HOORAY.

Aries

2012-02-10T00:10:00.002+08:00

I should prolly heed his advice, maybe it'll actually help.

牡羊表面上很灑脫
其實，在很多時候，卻是放不下的。

雖然，不喜歡拖泥帶水，言行決定乾脆俐落，表面上擺出一副誓死不吃回頭草的架勢
但是，此時內心是最脆弱的。
...
會想如果你離開她的生活，就會開始過單身無愛的日子
不知道自己能不能適應，於是就會不自覺地想起了你的好。

牡羊基本上是個很痛苦的人。
表面上總是很有活力，很快樂的樣子
可是沒人的時候他們又總是很憂傷。

總會被一種莫名的悲傷籠罩，他們不會讓別人發現。
很怕被傷害怕被拋棄，也怕帶給別人傷害和不快樂，只能自己硬挺著一切。

所以很神經質、精神脆弱、容易感傷。
需要別人用心靈去交流

牡羊座很簡單
不喜歡跟別人去爭些什麼，吵些什麼，除非觸及底線

牡羊座看似堅強，其實在平靜的外表下，內心很容易受傷
牡羊座很會偽裝，即使遍體鱗傷，還是固執的假裝一副無所謂的樣子，臉上依然掛著天真無畏的笑容。

Feel so "naked" now.

No

2012-02-10T00:01:00.000+08:00

You can't just come and go as you wish.

Thanks.

2012-02-08T22:42:00.001+08:00

Dear God. I wish that everyone will be happy cos I want to be happy so much.

-Kexin

You?

2012-02-08T18:04:00.005+08:00

"Please take care of her, she's really a nice girl. Underneath her bimbotic and silly personality, is another vulerable soul. There are others who wanna take your place, don't let that happen."

"Please let him know that I really do love him and all his imperfections. He's the only one who knows me best, the one who turns my sadness into happiness just by being there. I'm vulnerable only without him. So don't let him leave me, cos I'm strong enough now to pull through all obstacles with him. I'm good enough."

Friend.

2012-02-08T10:38:00.006+08:00

This is a bad thought, but it's really my blessing to know you.

Breakfast in bed

2012-02-07T16:56:00.023+08:00

Woke up in the morning finding Mcdonalds in the kitchen. Fillet-o-fish and McSpicy meal sets from Randall. :') I feel so bad, for falling asleep cos I was too tired and thus I was not able to get the door last night. He knew I was starving cos I missed dinner... But exhaustion > hunger.

Nevertheless, grab a few bites for breakfast and head out to meet Joana for KFC breakfast. I didn't know there's still breakfast at 11.50am :o since I seldom frequent here. Tried the platter meal and find it all right but I'd personally prefer Big Breakfast meal from Mcdonalds. Maybe I'm too used to this taste that I have such expectations and will tend to compare between the two.

Spent 3 out of 4 hours lesson today mugging attentively but the last one hour counting down to dismissal! Lol ahhhhhhh, at least I'd absorbed quite alot today although someone was distracting me and snapping pictures the whole time but all thanks to her as well that I could catch up since she's so smart ^^v Oh btw, if I scored full marks for Access does that mean I'm smart too? :p HARD WORK FINALLY PAYS OFF YO.

^Braces Girls :B

I don't know why but it seem that the guys in my class today just love kajiao-ing me with whatever I said or was doing. This is another reason why I failed to concentrate during the last hour of school cos I was so busy laughing and owning them back. They just had to talk about how fun it is to watch my reactions. :@

Happily left class and bused over to meet boyfriend with Joana since she's meeting hers too. ^^ Finally met her boyfriend for the first time, heard that he's acted in a movie before. Damn cool lorrrr, and I wonder if their relationship is easy. Alright, obviously it's not. Since when BGR is?

Met Ran and had our dinner first before heading to the movie. Watched "Dance Dance Dragon", hahaha and I really enjoyed it alot!
1) The baby actor in it was super duper cute!
2) Aunty Lucy is just so funny.
3) Any movie with this granny inside is bound to be very touching.

I know this is very irritating but I couldn't stop telling Ran how cute the baby is that I keep "AHHHH OMGGGGGG." "OMGGGG OMGOMGOMGOMG" doing this. Ok la, maybe I'm over-reacting hehe but seriously too cute already. :D Walked around at the mall after movie and was trying to test Ran by standing and staring into the glass closure of some jewellery shop and guess what? At first, he tried to scare me back by pretending to walk away but in the end he actually took the brochure along with him. But NAH, not gonna let him waste money on that!!! NO.

^Instead, I bought 3 bend-able/durable material combs for just $0.90!!! Since I keep losing my combs and is very choosy over one, this type have exactly what I want
1) Flexible (Can be bended and won't break at all cos it's not hard plastics thus quality is assured)
2) Very very small for me to dump into my bag or bring around.
3) Chio colours!!!
^^ALL MY FAV COLOURS SOMEMORE :D YAY.

Sudden craving to snack on something so we headed into the chicken rice shop which everyone has been telling me about... Heard it's kinda well-known and the food's really tasty but Ran and I didn't think that way except for the fact that it only costed us $1.80 for a plate which is real cheap and worth it.

Had the random idea of having our picture taken by the ID Photo machine and it turned out nice!(To us^^) Hahaha couples should really go try it out, though it can be rather squeezy inside....... Oh and Ran isn't obese or oversized in any way, maybe it's me? o_o HAHAHAHA. But I love the photo so much! ^-^b

^I love Randall Ho <3

PS: Woohoo, no school! So I'm meeting Bestfriend tmr!!! :)
PSPS: Baby if you miss me..... *hinthint*
PSPSPS: I've finally edited the codes for my blog layout! The older posts are finally showing :)

累

2012-02-06T22:21:00.001+08:00

Finally done with school assignments and projects, I can finally rest!!!!

Just like before.

2012-02-05T21:57:00.004+08:00

Boyfriend just asked me to be his valentine on MSN awhile ago... :)
I don't know why but I have this tingly happiness in me. It's like... I didn't expect that from him since we are already together for a year or so now, so I don't really think that he will still be such a sweetheart to ask. Although asking such thing on MSN sounds kinda bore but it seem to be like a "new thing" to the both of us since we have got so comfortable with each other that we will talk about anything in the world. Therefore, this "indirect" act appear to be especially "awwww" to me that I might just melt. :')

Oh ya, did I mention what my psychology lecturer told Randall and I? Not only she gave us her blessing, she even told us that we have a very healthy relationship and how it will help us in the long run. She is amazed by how sweet we are towards each other and hope we can last. I don't know why, maybe because this is the first time an adult is telling me how she sees our relationship, I actually feel very hopeful and more determine to go on now. Or maybe it's cos she's a psychologist? It's still a very strong encouragement...

Anyway, stress are slowly going away... :D I can feel it coming closer to me~~~ I'm reaching~~~ \(^-^)/

Clothes Buffet!

2012-02-04T18:06:00.007+08:00

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!
*Hyperventilate* MANAGED TO BRING HOME 13 ITEMS TODAY :D :D :D omg... so super worth it. It's around $2.90 each! *Dance around* Need a bigger wardrobe now! ^^

Something

2012-02-04T01:02:00.002+08:00

Pink

2012-02-03T23:10:00.029+08:00

A round of judgement day, where people actually talks about how you were dressed.

Heh kinda love today! :p Oh yes, they were also talking about how much they spent on their tops, skirts etc while I'm there... "Haiyo mine's from H&M, $7.90 :3 WHY YOU ALL WASTE MONEY!" Lol, I don't really see a need to spend so much on something I wouldn't get to wear often. I know I might wear next time when I work but now...? Overall, today was damn awesome, be it in school or date! :D

^MY PARTNER ^^

^Retarded Shuzx trying to be funny xD

After school, we headed over to town for dinner!
^Bimbotic... IKR
And all I can say is today's spread is the best out of so many times I've been here! :)
They have a wide varieties of fresh seafood, grilled+fried+baked delicacies...

Most important... ICE-CREAM!!! ^^
With real strawberries, marshmallow, Nata de Coco & huge pieces of chocolate chips... :'D
Fats, here I come!

Haha below is something I find funny... Look real closely k.

Don't know why this guy is doing this action/exercise? in the open space of a hotel LOL continuously

Ran decided to send me home cos he knows I couldn't bear to let him leave... :')

Thank God for bringing more and more nice people into my life. :)
Love days like this where I woke up looking forward to every single thing I don't know that's gonna happen. Don't know what good deeds I've done to deserve this but may happiness be with all of you, my friend.

Seriously...

2012-02-02T19:21:00.001+08:00

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I FEEL LIKE THE HAPPIEST GIRL ALIVE NOW ^^ :') YAYYYYY.
Received loads of heartwarming text messages especially today I don't why! It's like you know you matter to people cos they actually made the effort to make you feel important, this feeling is just so awesome. Lecturer even told boyfriend and I some things during the last psychology class yesterday. Blessing from a psychologist... Gosh I can't stop smiling since then. I even woke up giggling. Heh I know it's weird but I'm too happy :D Thank God for being so nice to me... Especially during this heavy school load period. Love everyone! <3 <3 For giving me the power and strength to fly~~~

Fruitful

2012-02-01T22:25:00.001+08:00

I miss you already. :(

Sam & Kefel

2012-01-30T21:48:00.005+08:00

Two person from two very different backgrounds, yet alike in many ways.

"你是不是喜欢我？" (Are you in love with me?)

"Why do you ask? Do you really wanna know?"

This is how they started getting closer and becoming something... more than friends.

They started off like many others as hi-bye friends during the start of a new year, then with many occurances and chances, the two of them get to hang out with each other more often.

Sam, a very outgoing guy who takes everything lightly as well as the target of girlcrazy. Brought up in an English-speaking family.

Kefel, a popular and bubbly girl who believes in influencing and spreading joy to everyone. Brought up in a Chinese-speaking family.

How did they even end up together when they don't converse in the same language?

Apparently, they managed to simply exchange conversations using both languages and this was something special between them.

The both of them caught each other's eyes from the very first sight.

The two of them clicked instantly and Sam found himself, attracted to Kefel but he did not want to make any move since he did not want to be like any other guys who is interested in Kefel. He wanted to stand out of the crowd, he wanted to be special and different.

Guys around Kefel were all hyperactive and straight-forward in things they say or do. Instead Kefel finds Sam to be an introvert and started paying extra attention to him.

They have no idea that they were actually falling in love with each other...

-A month later-

*Morning*

"Nah, I'm not going. I'm just... unwell. Have fun with the rest k."

"Hey guys, I'm not coming. Gotta check up on Kefel. Kinda worried about her."

*The next day*

"Sam? Why are you here?"

"Kefel! Are you ok? Feeling better? I saw the lights in your room switched on till 6am the whole night! What's wrong?"

"You mean you've been here since last night? Why didn't you call me, Sam? And... Aren't you suppose to be blading with the rest?"

"Yeah but I just wanted to make sure you're fine..."

-This friendship continued for another 5 months-

"Hey nerd! I met this really cute guy in school today. Guess what? He asked for my number!!! HEHE"

"What? Did you... give it to him?"

"Of course I did! Why would I mind having a cute guy as my friend?"

*Half an hour of no reply from Sam*

"Yoohoo~ Please don't tell me you've doze off on me for the first time."

"I believe you would rather text that cute guy than me."

"LOL of course not! Wait. What are you talking about? Are you ok?"

*No reply for the next 2 days*

"I had enough. Meet me at the playground below your place."

"You're here?"

"Yeah. Come down NOW."

"You came all the way here???"

*At playground*

"Why aren't you replying my text messages? Don't you want me as your friend anymore?"

"No... I can't lose you..."

"Then? What are you upset about? You gotta tell me!"

*Silence*

"你是不是喜欢我？" (Are you in love with me?)

"Why do you ask? Do you really wanna know?"

"I'm leaving."

*Grabs Kefel by the arm* "No. Stay. I'll tell you everything."

"You don't know how I feel, you don't know how worried I am for the past 2 days!"

"Don't you have that cute guy talking to you..."

"Oh stop it! He's just a normal friend. Not like you haven't been talking to girls from your old school."

"No? I was just bored."

"Do you really wanna do this?"

"I just want you to be with me..."

"What?"

"I'm in love with you. Will you be my girlfriend?"

"You don't know what is Love."

"No please... I'll do anything you ask me to. Don't leave me."

"Ok. I want you to prove to me."

-From then, they started to drift apart-

"Hey. How did you get to know William?"

"Why? Oh I see that he's your mutual friend as well!"

"Are you two going out?"

"Kinda. He told me you were the one who introduced me to him."

"WTF NO I DIDN'T! He is a bastard, stay away from him."

"Oh really? Anyway, how's life dating another girl?"

"I'm trying to prove to you..."

"You know what, it's funny."

"No, Kefel. I'm serious. I'll prove to you that I really love you."

"Screw that. Bunch of excuses. I'm not talking to a player."

*2 days later*

"Kefel... I miss you."

"You better delete this thing."

"I don't care."

"What do you want now?"

"Don't ignore me please."

"You have that girl."

"I don't want her at all."

"Well, from my observance and your friends, I can see that you have Dota."

"Without you, I'm nothing, I have nothing but Dota."

"You know it's wrong to say all this now."

"I promised that I'll prove to you. I'm trying and I will do it soon."

"Movie with William. Text you next time."

*2 months later*

"William confessed to me."

"That bloody idiot, what the hell is he up to?!"

"I don't know~ But I just thought I should let you know..."

"You love me too right?"

"No, you're a player. Never."

"Tell me you love me and I'll be a lover."

"Prove to me first."

-A few days later-

"I miss you..."

"Imyt"

"OMG?"

"What?"

"You miss me????"

"Why can't I?"

-The next day-

"Meet me at Singapore River at 8pm tonight."

"Wow I thought we'll usually be at the malls. What are you up to today?"

*Takes out a rose & ring*

"This is how I'm gonna prove to you that even when I'm with another girl, I still think of you every single second and now I'm sure that you finally feel something for me, here I am... Proving to you again... Will you be my girlfriend?"

"I need some time."

"You're not a substitute fyi."

"I know, I know."

"Here, keep the ring and wear it when you finally accepts me."

-A few months later-

"Hey idiot. Let's go to the Singapore River."

"Let's go to the Singapore Flyer instead."

"Hehe sounds cool. Alright. But I have something to tell you."

"What is it?"

"It's something important. I had enough, I can't keep it to myself any longer. I'm kinda sick of this."

"Kefel, did I do anything wrong?"

"Erm... no..."

-At the Singapore Flyer-

"Here, this is your ring box."

"Why are you returning it to me???" *opens the box to find it empty*

*Pulls hand out from bag with the oversized ring on the thumb* "Sam... Heh this ring is too big, I want a new one!"

"OH MY GOD!!!!"

"Calm down, Sam. Calm down."

"Ok... Erm. Kefel, will you be my girlfriend?"

"Yes, Sam."

...and they're finally together. :)

Glad

2012-01-30T14:08:00.004+08:00

Trust me, you can't afford to stand in my way.

So was told that I'm called for an interview. :/ Seriously... Why the hassle? Don't even know what/how I have to behave since this is kinda formal? Just take me in please D:

Went to school at 8am today, Blue Blue Monday was being lifted up a little by what the lecturer told me. I feel... recognised. This sense of assurance feels really nice.

However I got blown away by the fpd test that came up next. Lol we were tested on an extra chapter that the lecturer didn't inform us about. We haven't even get the chance to revise it... All I could remember was the tutorial that he gone through in class last week and I really copy+paste every single answer that was lingering in my head onto the paper, hoping that they will turn out to be correct.

Oh! Met my hairdresser who'd moved away just now, I finally found her. :') The only person whom I'll like my hair to be done by. Haven't been fiddling with my hair for a while now, fringes getting longer... The guys are complaining, and the girls are urging me to trim my hair length as well. Long meh!! Heh my brain's so exhausted now... Need to do access later. I need food, sleep and my wonderful boyfriend now.

Everyone's asking me to eat more, do I really look that pale and weak now? :(
Someone even told me he could bend and break me into half. -..- I forgot which idiot but...

I SWEAR I AM NOT ON DIET WALAO.

It takes two hands to clap.

2012-01-29T04:38:00.006+08:00

LOL this is damn funny, look at Zaf and her head scarf! Can you still spot me when everyone's face is being partially blocked by our hair?! Heh and I blocked all the guys behind me, goes to show how high I jumped... That was the highest I could go actually... LE SIGH :(

Ahhhhhhh <3

Boys

2012-01-28T22:43:00.003+08:00

Did some random self-reflection in the bathroom as usual, wanna go for a getaway soon and I still think that you're a nice friend no matter what. At least you were once there and I still have to thank you for that.

Want to go on a holiday so much... :(

PS: I don't care how many flirtationships you have before this, I'll still love you xoxo

Aura

2012-01-27T22:29:00.007+08:00

Finally a day to have fun, thank God it's Friday!
Been really busy with school assignments and projects even during CNY, tests and exams are coming right up next! Poly life really isn't a place to slack at all, people should stop having that kind of mindset. It is as stressful as anywhere else with such heavy workload. With that aside, after realising that I have got "chio" attendance summary this semester, I decided to actually skip a 2-hour lecture. :/ Abit guilty... Well, I didn't use it to sleep in later instead I was rushing out a 40 pages report that was due by 5pm today. No more 100% attendance, hahaha ok not that important. Intended to head to school for submission but blablabla, boyfriend was at school you see :) lucky me. Save myself an extra trip! Why am I so lazy... I'm so tired with schoolwork. :(

Dear boy came over after everything while I was still dilly-dallying to prepare myself. Headed out to get a breather together with the guys, and yes I can hardly make any time out for myself and friends. I miss them so much. Had real great fun time today as usual, a pity some of them couldn't make it but today was kinda an exception... I went home feeling so happy as though I'd just returned from a shopping spree and only to find out that what's in my "shopping bags" are all the pictures in my camera. Omg I guess I really need a break asap, I just wanna go out and play instead of studying! More sleeps too... Can't wait for all the plans to take place. ;)

V

2012-01-26T19:54:00.003+08:00

Have you had enough?
Looking back at the past, don't you just wanna put a stop to it?

Cos it's...

2012-01-25T19:28:00.001+08:00

Love over Pride.

Chu er 2012

2012-01-24T21:55:00.001+08:00

Spent my 2nd day of CNY slightly different from the past 18 years but it was so much better than I'd expected. :) CNY goodies, angbaos, new people, handshakes and greetings.

No school tmr, just have to drag my feet to some experiment... Haaaa I would call it a prank. Wish I don't have to go back to school the whole of this week, I wanna just sleep and spend time with my loved ones.

Continue~ ^^

2012-01-22T07:22:00.011+08:00

Happy cny eve people :)
Have a fun and nice time with your family, enjoy this very meaningful festive moment!

Psychologically, the proximity of one behaving in a way to mislead others to be their friends also has got to do with perpinquity. It's also especially this case that some of them would not display their real self in order to be accepted. These are the ones under the low self-esteem as well as self-empathy group whereby they fear rejection & punishment by group and see themselves as a need to be approved by people no matter what even if it's faking it all the way as long as it's gonna be good for them in the long run.

One thing that I'd learnt this week from some friends is that people observe one another and make judgements whenever they are, they see and know how to identify such people. I personally feel that we should just let it be cos people belonging to that cateogry will present themselves very differently to different people for everyone's acceptance. Whatever they do or say to another, they might not tell you the same thing just because they don't wanna be rejected. Well then it's better to continue keeping up with the pretence.

Hehe applying knowledge from psy class! ^^v
Apparently we all know now what they want and we're gonna apply imitated Reciprocity norm on such people. HAHA :p

PS: Going Msia today, bringing Ran's hoodie along. <3333

:D

2012-01-21T14:14:00.010+08:00

^Double Rainbow!! A GOOD SIGN ^^

I can't stop laughing from listening to all the stories and jokes they have to say! It's so funny it makes me feel that we're all so happy gathering here. Never really thought I'll be able to click with them so well. Thank you all for being so understanding and telling me everything I should know, or I won't even realize that this is not the first time it's happening. I even thought it's my problem, but thanks for assuring! So I guess I'm just another passing phase in someone's life. I KNOW RIGHT?! :D Sorry for not believing you earlier, always thought you guys were joking. Maybe I'm wrong about it. We'd probably gained and lost smth then? Or maybe not since we don't even know each other in RL. Nevertheless, I wish you have a happy life! Let's all be happy :) *the future's shining so bright, woowooyeah~* really don't like causing unhappiness in others, I'd rather let go of everything if that'll help. Sorry for making you all worried, I'm fine! :) Lucky to have all of you with me, and it's enough :) <3 can't wait for next session!!

Innocent?

2012-01-21T00:04:00.011+08:00

Think again, why people treat you differently?
Cos there has got to be a reason why so many of them are like that, right?

Friendssssssssss :)

2012-01-20T23:16:00.003+08:00

Hello! Awesome friday spent together with the eastsiders!!!
It was amazingly fun. :D :D :D Sat together around a table and had a nice meal which didn't cost much cos the bill's being splitted by so many of us! :) Headed to play bowling(omg, I just realized I forgot to wash my feet) whereby we girls were super reluctant to join in cos we know we're such a noob. After some persuasion from our boyfriends we finally decided to try it out. We girls shared the score and pair of shoes together(IT FREAKING STINKS, Y NO SOCKS...) and guess what?!?! Our score's the top among them all. Damn, we the girl power. ;D Alright, great, I know how to play pool, now bowling... Poker's next! ^^

Love.

2012-01-19T23:48:00.004+08:00

It's good enough to be admired and hated by many people. It's just about how envy or jealous they can get cos it's something they don't or can never have.
Ultimately, we'll still be together. :)

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2012-01-18T21:32:00.003+08:00

You adults seriously don't understand that I DO NOT HAVE A CHOICE right?!

Didn't do well = disappointed.
Wanna do well also disappointed.

It's not like I'm going to enjoy. Why can't you all understand this time? You have no idea how much I want to be there... I've waited for a...year.

Piggybacks

2012-01-18T18:37:00.004+08:00

Other than the usual big bear hug you got from each other, don't you love it when your boyfriend offer to piggyback you? Or for special cases, the other way round. Whichever or whoever piggybacks, it's just cute isn't it? Well, at least that's all I think. :)

I remember the first time my boyfriend attempted to give me a surprise piggyback when I had my arms over his shoulders from the back, I was terrified! Haha but thank god he didn't find me heavy. I was about 44kg back then? Have no idea why the sudden fall in my weight now, and I realised it's not a good thing since I won't look healthy... Okok, back to the point... Walked over to have kfc after reaching home as our late lunch yesterday and I complained about feeling like a bloated fat ass pig and not want to walk back home so this sweet boyfriend of mine offered to carry me home on his back. Lucky for him that I live kinda nearby, hahaha it was kinda "paiseh"(embarrassing) at first but I soon find myself indulging in this sweet moment with him... :D <3333

Green

2012-01-17T23:14:00.004+08:00

HOW'S LIFE PEOPLE?
Life has been almost perfect for me everyday and I believe it'll be better! Everything around me is enjoyable except for projects & assignments! It's all about school work. Trying my best to manage it properly. Not the first time anyway, I can do it. :) Oh well, I just hope I'll get into the top 2 choices for my internship! ;D

Woohoo

2012-01-17T20:22:00.001+08:00

"Hey! Look at your suggestion! Eww"
"LOL wtf how come?!"
"Let me see if I can report her for spam..."
"Oiii don't follow ah."
"Hehe why cannot. Chill la. Can report sia! But give face just block her sua. *Blocks*"
"Walao why still here one?! Oh *hide from suggestions* #HELLYEAH"

Pitifulness

2012-01-17T00:02:00.005+08:00

Fyi, if one person have an issue with you then maybe it's that his/her problem but if everyone around have the same issue with you then it is probably YOURS. Worse still, even your family members who are very important think that way. Time for a reality check, poop.

Don't you feel a little "paiseh"? I didn't even wanna know about it but people are talking about it. Oh well~ Kudos to how you have no sense of originality and your weird sense of happiness to your pathetic surroundings.

3.6%

2012-01-16T20:49:00.002+08:00

Some people are just pure irresponsible.

Verdict

2012-01-16T01:15:00.001+08:00

"Big squarish face, small eyes, big nose, big mouth, AWKWARD POKER FACE."

"Even if she knows it's fake, we must still maintain."

"We in dark, she in light, like that then can own her!!!"

LOL ASSES.

Hehe

2012-01-14T23:51:00.001+08:00

Hello :p

Eeyer

2012-01-14T13:17:00.003+08:00

No idea why this girl have to insist that she's his ex -____-
Sigh, one-sided to this extent eh. Aiyo~ Don't even know whether to call her shameless or brainless.

13th :)

2012-01-12T22:59:00.036+08:00

Happy 13th Month, Dearest! ♥

Bare face day. Cabbed to Vivo after school today. Before that, I met up with Xingyu to collect the limited edition NP shirt he helped me to queue up for. So nice of him right?!?! Haha why would I want it if I already had one? It's for Randall! :) Caught the movie "We Bought A Zoo" over there. Thank goodness we didn't head to Jurong Point or my dear boy will ... haha! Anyway back to topic, the movie was really touching and good. Worth watching! :) Happened to pass by the "We Not Naughty" movie premiere, I wanted to see Joshua Ang in real life so much but didn't manage to. Awww~ Baby is happy that I don't get to see shuai-ge (handsome guy). Hehe my boy. :D

Had great dinner at The Mussel Guys, love it as usual.

The Mussel Guys:

Appetiser: Soup of the day with Garlic Bread. ↴

^Love it cos there's veggies in it! :)

Our drinks:

^Orange Juice is good for skin :) Mine, of course.

^Hot tea for Randall :3

^Nomnomnom~

Main Courses:

^Tenderloin blablabla (Ran rated it a 3/10 HAHAHAHA)

^King Prawn Aglio Spaghetti (MY FAV AH, 10/10!)

^The service crews there are slacking, not. They were playing with each other through the glass lol, cute or not.

Walked and shopped around the mall while waiting for movie to start, bought a new hearty design top for Bubby! :D I've been on a shoe shopping sprees nowadays....... My poor dear DMK can't hold out for long. For many times, dear boy wanted to buy me many different footwears, especially HEELS. He say I look "damn sexy & chio" with it. HAHA :$

^Don't mind me, but since you are on my blog, you have to know my boyfriend is really nice and...HOT.

^New hearty design hoodie top for Bubby!!! :D

^MAD CUTE OMG!!! v^-^v

Alrighty. Lesson at 3pm tmr! For just 1 hour, IKR -..- But it's ok since school is not that far away. KKM with Leon, Joana and Guanwei tmr before school! :D

RANDALL HO, SARANGHAE~ ♥♥♥
(I'm letting you off all Dungs cos I love you so much<3)

Sounds familiar?

2012-01-11T23:34:00.003+08:00

"She's ugly, they insulted her. She tried to be pretty, they called her fake. She tried her best to be good enough, still NO ONE cares, NO ONE appreciates her. - Naomi"

This is sad, but what can you do? Maybe there's no choice but to convince yourself that "I'm unique, I'm different, I'm beautiful.". Sounds lame but that's probably the only way to get confidence without plastic surgery. :)

Change

2012-01-11T20:13:00.004+08:00

Hands over my head, thinking what else could go wrong.

"...just to prove to you about this?"

What's so difficult? Why the difference in actions? Is this not worthy enough?

"You don't belong here."

I was struggling as he grabbed my arm, I shook him off and yelled "Go away! Get off me! Get out of here!". I was exhausted. I couldn't think anymore. I shut my eyes to break away from this world and woke up all alone.

Why am I here?

G

2012-01-11T19:59:00.002+08:00

Do you know I was just trying to be concern about his condition?

Braces 3

2012-01-11T08:26:00.006+08:00

^Hotpink+Orange! Shades of the colours look lighter here cos of the sunlight.

Bought a pink ribbon bowknot for Bubby! SO CUTE RIGHT?!

^Oh did I mention I bought this baby top for her too? For just $2.50? HAHA ZAI (Y).

Pwnzx!

2012-01-10T20:37:00.003+08:00

^My favorite jacket from bf's mum & dad!

^"Y my owner love to take picture so much?!?! I don't like!!! Hmpffff. MEOW"

Hello :)
I have good news about my papers! Hahaha except for INV, I managed to do well enough for rest of the modules, for now. Even for EBA, the module that I thought I'll flunk, an A. :) Guess I need to work harder for my calculations if I want to do well for INV. :( School's been tiring, as usual. I'm feeling the stress. I don't like it, I know no one does, I know. There's so many projects due.

I can't wait to visit my grandparents during CNY. It's been months since I last seen them, I miss them so much. Especially popo... I miss her cooking. Gonna buy more chicken essences and tonic back for her since she likes it. :D How I wish I can just buy gong-gong & popo 732 bottles of chicken essences. Sounds weird? Not really. If such thing would keep them healthy & happy(they like it), then they should have one bottle everyday so it's 366 days multiply by 2 of them equal to 732 bottles! That would last them till I'm back with more the next CNY but... :( *sets target*
Btw, does drinking too much of chicken essence harms the body? For example, it might be heaty etc?

And yes, how many of you realize that there's 366 days in 2012? Hahaha and I wonder if the world is ending for real. Anyway, psychology class with Randall tmr! ;D

Lulz

2012-01-09T21:53:00.001+08:00

"It looked as though she's the man and he's a young little girl being held by her."

Pei

2012-01-08T20:43:00.025+08:00

⇩

Had fun swimming with Randall today! Awesome Sunday spent. :)
I don't know how to describe this feeling I have being able to swim again... It's as though I regained freedom when I get into the pool and swim, effortlessly gliding through the water. That great thing of being in the water is the feeling to be weightlessness floating through the element like you belong to it and to feel that the nature is great. :) Ahhhh~ sorry I just love swimming so much and it's probably one of the best hobby I've had all these while cos that's something my family used to do together when I'm younger. Haha I missed it a lot.

Ohya, and guess what? There was a FLEA BAZAAR held below MY BLOCK today. LOL? Sounds real cool isn't it? I didn't know it's possible, I mean like who would carry out business in a neighbourhood whereby many of us don't even know about it. I was lucky cos I went out for a swim today or I wouldn't even know of it. Ok I guess maybe my neighbourhood is highly populated? HAHA what a descriptive term.

K sian. Monday tmr. Sigh?

What a SP day.

2012-01-08T15:00:00.004+08:00

Did I mention I went over to SP with Joana on Friday? Decided to pop by the poly since we're heading to Dover MRT Station and my boyfriend was still far away from where I'm supposed to meet him at so we have all the time in the world. Met Yw on the same bus too. I almost wanted to buy Subway cos I was so hungry but somehow, I didn't. Bumped into Ken and many others there too! It's as if almost all my friends went to this poly. Hahaha pure coincidence I guess.

Went Fish & Co with the former Mr SP. HAHAHA damn proud. Nah, he's my primary schoolmate and we managed to catch up with each other on the past 7 years we've missed. Man, all grown ups now. No pictures for Friday. Ok maybe one at SP...

TEEHEE~

Gonna go swimming with dearest boy now! BYEZ :)

:)

2012-01-07T22:50:00.001+08:00

Get well soon, mama & mama!

Fux

2012-01-05T22:08:00.001+08:00

If you are aware of what I dislike but still went ahead to do it then don't blame me for doing the exact same thing back to you.

xo♥ox

2012-01-04T22:40:00.012+08:00

I'm...

in a good mood the whole of today. :3

To my surprise, Psychology class went really well today. :D Got complimented by the lecturer and my happiness level almost hit the ceiling. Lalala~~ Don't you just love this feeling? Alright maybe I'm just over-reacting since I thought this lecturer is fierce and I'm kinda scared of her.

Whenever the psychology lecturer talks about BGR, Ran and I will always turned beside and grin. Hahaha lessons are getting interesting. :)

Completed what we're supposed to and left for early lunch break before IL class at 1pm. Went to had Pepper Lunch at Munch and Randall tried to be funny by placing the carrot cake we bought earlier in the morning as breakfast on the hot plate, hoping to warm it up before eating.

^Yay!!! Randall is super automatic, he went ahead to get me my favourite Mr. Bean when I said there's no water left. Such a sweet boy. :)

As usual, IL class has always been sort of a nothing much to do module so we basically went in, had our attendance taken, show some of our work to the lecturer and we're done for the week! Early dismissal as expected. Very nice :D Cos it's 8am class and we stayed up late the night before, both of us were so tired that we had to rest immediately. Went to leave our belongings as well as get a nap at my place right away. Woke up and head for a swim! It was so super fun! I didn't know swimming with boyfriend could be such a fun activity to do. :D Everyone should try. (Y) Also, the fact that I wasn't allowed to swim for the past 1 year made me very desperate to get in the water as soon as I get there. Hahaha I love swimming so much, always will.

Had KFC for dinner! Ordered 3 people's shares for just the two of us. :O LOVE FOOD <3

^Everyone says I have big appetite. :3 But hey, I packed home one thigh alright! Couldn't finish so I'm saving it for breakfast tmr ^^

^Walked home without bathing at the pool. Look at our frizzy and dry hair! EWW AND THE SMELL OF CHLORINE.

TADA! My beautiful day~~~ :D

Bow

2012-01-04T22:40:00.005+08:00

"i will be great. i will study and study. and you will regret one day."
Remember this? Somehow, I hope it'll really come true, make me regret. I know you're living your life happy without me, that's good. Jiayou. :)

For all of you

2012-01-03T23:57:00.002+08:00

"Don’t let people tell you who to love and who not to love. When you love someone and you truly feel it in your heart then let them know, know that regardless of what people say your feelings for that one special person won’t ever change because what you feel is “real”and you know in your mind that person is the one you want to be with. Remember a relationship is between two people and not three. If they make you happy with everything they do and they are able to make you smile like no other person can make you smile then cherish them and let them know how special they are to you, Let them know that they are loved by being there for the when they need you to be. Instead of being the reason they are sad, be the reason they smile and make them happy. Life’s to short to listen to what other people say, so like I said if what you feel in your heart is genuine love for that special someone then go with it and let them know regardless of what other people may think or say. The decision of who you choose to love is fully up to you and no one else, remember that."

First schoolday on 2012.

2012-01-03T22:12:00.003+08:00

It's finally over!!! Lol yeah, had lesson from 12pm to 4pm, reluctantly, since I just got back from holiday. Gotta adjust myself back to being attentive and serious in studies but it's only the first day of school and I could feel the stress. x_x

Nevertheless, with Randall as my motivation, I'm looking forward to school tmr even though it starts at 8am cos it's psychology class with him!!! HOORAY. ^^b
Probably gonna watch 'Happy Feet' in class for some analysis. Haha we just got back after a movie - Sherlock Holmes blablabla. Yeah couldn't remember anything else but my dear boy asking XG about this particular movie, I know he wants to watch it very much and so we did. :)

Had our favorite Tom Yum hotpot as late dinner before heading home. Oh not forgetting that we went to get some sports wear for smth :D Alright, goodnight goodies!

Last day of chalet.

2012-01-02T23:11:00.004+08:00

Slept all I wanted on this day and woke up to do INV report the rest of the day.
Finally finished what I'm supposed to. School resumes tomorrow, and well I must say I'm so not looking forward to it at all...

After this post, I'm probably gonna pack all the new clothes dearest bought me. I'm afraid that my 2nd wardrobe is too small or smth. Frankly speaking, I suddenly do have the urge to quickly shift over to CCK cos firstly, I'll take shorter time to travel over to find my dear boyfriend and secondly... Nevermind, shall not say it here. :) I'll have a new room, new aircon, new wardrobe and new bed!!! Ok counting down, it's happening soon and it's not that bad a thing actually.

Side-tracking here...
I really don't care if you're not happy or what because
1. If you dare to act like a bitch or be shameless, then I don't see why people can't talk about you? It's not like you have any self-respect in the first place.
2. Without any evidence, you probably have to stop all your assumptions. Or I'll think that you're trying very hard to attract my attention. You are not even important. I mean you're like a dirt. -.-
3. I didn't force you to read this part, but you're here, I don't welcome you and you're still here? That's YOUR problem.
4. WHO CARES ABOUT WHAT YOU THINK OR FEEL? KID.
Ohai! How does it feel to be invisible?

Happy 2012! :)

2012-01-01T18:57:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year! ;D

I'm back from chalet! Had fun and my friends came over on the countdown day itself. :) Thanks for coming :) ♥ Started my few hour of 2012, sucking in helium from the balloon with the guys and girls and talking with the extremly high-pitch voice which is so so cute!!! I even lost control and confessed to Randall with that "cute" voice without realising that all his friends were looking! So embarrassing... :$ Heh. Went to play hide-and-seek after that, and the only way the catchers can identify the players were by the lightsticks on them. Paired with Randall and ran like crazy but it was so FREAKING FUN :D And the best part of my new year was during the 2nd game... we actually sneaked and hid in the Pub. :p

^Yup, didn't order any drinks, we were just being free riders, occupying their seats and drinking our own mini bottle Moscato that Randall brought out from chalet.

HAVE FUN IN 2012 PEOPLE :D

Eve eve!!

2011-12-31T11:49:00.002+08:00

Happy new year's eve!

Chalet day

2011-12-30T12:36:00.006+08:00

..........still having fun...

BYEBYE^^v

Dear girls.

2011-12-29T23:07:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday, Minxian! ♥

These are the girlfriends I gained in secondary school, the ones that stood up for me when I got bullied, the ones that formed the committee in our CCA, the ones that never fail to celebrate one another's birthdays be it in advance or belated, we make sure that our thoughts are received by each of us. They called us "The Five Famous". LOL who was the one who came up with this nick in guitar ah?!?! ♥ them!

Moonmera

2011-12-28T20:11:00.007+08:00

Met up with Raz and Mera today! :) Managed to have a meal together and do some catching up. Hahaha they are still as funny, nice and straight-forward as before! Totally comfortable being with them. :) I couldn't stop telling them about Randall and anything related, but it's kinda cool to get opinions from both genders. :p Chatted about secondary school then realised how much every single of us have changed. I used to be so geeky... hmm, ok some of my friends still think I am!!! But I'm so much happier with my life now, probably cos of the new people around? It's always to make new friends and meet different people, it gives you the chance to choose your own friends that "clicks" with you. Ahhh poly~ :D Alright, start just let the pictures flow~

Night safari with the boys :)

2011-12-27T22:59:00.006+08:00

^Bought our fox hoodies!!! :D

Randall is always super duper happy whenever I hang out with his friends and somehow, that made me even more happy. At least it means he is not afraid to introduce me to people around him and instead, he feels proud about it. :) I had a fun night with them, really. Just look at how happy Randall is. :)

26/12/2011 PICNIC LOVE ♥

2011-12-27T00:13:00.019+08:00

^The bottles Mama Ho bought for us :)

^Look at the food we've prepared! YUMZ.

^Bubby says "Hi!"

^Omg, it seems like Randall's photography skill has improved by ALOT. Love this pic!!!<3

^Time to go home ok, Bubby! ^^

Left around 5plus? Headed to Ran's place cos his dad made herbal soup for me which tasted really herbal and I LOVE IT, Papa Ho even made me bring a huge container of it home along with some mee sua so I have something to eat when I'm hungry. Randall's family members are all really nice people. :) Thank you, Uncle. :)

^Bought this at Tampines cos I promised Kaypoh that I'll back treats for him. :)
Strawberry Milk Jelly and Cat-sticks! Which apparently he doesn't really fancy the jelly, but I do. :O WELL IT'S EDIBLE FOR HUMANS OK, just that the sugar level is slightly lesser for animals. Anyway, Kaypoh loves the cat-sticks so much! Heh he's so cute ♥

I'm so happy today :D I love my boyfriend and his family. ♥♥♥

Merry Christmas!

2011-12-25T00:12:00.031+08:00

Did you manage to spend time with your family/friends/loved ones?

Apparently I did! Well, Randall and I managed to celebrate Christmas on the Eve with my family at my place where we simply get together, sit around the food we got, eat and... chat. It's a very simple form of happiness isn't it? Sounds easy but not everyone actually gets to eat with their family all the time. So I'm thankful enough, for that. :)

As for today, it's some time with Randall and his family. :)

In order to make it special for the both of us...

I was kinda up to something...

...on our very first Christmas together and since I'm supposed to be at Tampines Interchange by 12pm so he could fetch me to his place, I pretended to oversleep so he would expect me to be late. Haha so cheeky. :p

Also, I predicted that he would probably overslept as well thus I woke up early this morning and trained over from Jurong East to Tampines to surprise him! :D

Called him up upon arrival, standing outside his doorstep pretending to be some Miss Santa Claus delivering his present to him. Haha, he was totally trilled because it's the first time I specially went to his place myself(Proud) where as he'd done so for me, uncountable times!

^There you go, my half-awake pretty boy with Bubby Bunny. I remember him telling me how much he wanted a soft toy from me. :)

Likewise, he surprised me back with another Christmas present from him and his family...

^That pair of sportshoes that I'd eyed on a while ago!!!

^I was overjoyed that I started camwhoring, as usual. :D

This, is Randall's solo christmas gift for me:

^Gosh! He made it all by himself! :D :D :D

^Isn't it COOL?!

^Oh. Just a family portrait. ^^v

After all the gift exchanging, our stomach were rumbling so I made brunch for the both of us with PapaHo's delicious fish soup, YUMZ!:

^PapaHo came home and made this for us, double shell crab, the "shell" is soft & edible wooo yumyumyum

^See Bunny's pantie so cute!

He's up to something...

^We found a door on the "house" for his bunny!

Trying very hard to stuff the bunny into the "house"...

^Oopsy...

^Happyboy93 with Bubbybunny2011 ^^

Christmas shot:

^Baby, I'm so sorry T_T Didn't manage to snap a nice picture cos we were in a hurry to head to his Grandma's house, but well, my boyfriend still looks charming here! :)

Reached Ran's Ahma's place, everyone is friendly and nice to me. Gave Ahma her Christmas present. Haha hope she likes it! Had a great steamboat dinner over there. Aunties gave me presents too, thank you so much. :) And Ran's Ahma was so cute and funny. Firstly, she passed me a big shopping bag and asked me to keep and put all my presents into it so nobody can steal my presents. Secondly, she gave me a tied-up plastic bag and say I can only open it when I'm home. She even said me "Ji khor jin Swee!" and Randall told me that's a compliment. *shy+happy* Hahaha why is she so cute! :D

MamaHo also packed lots of delicious food for me to bring home... :')

Aiyo I'm just so happy today. Probably because I don't really celebrate Christmas, the last time I remember celebrating it with my family was like........ I can't remember.

I had the impression of my dad and mum pushing a baby stroller with my sister in it, we were walking down the street in Orchard Road, I had a Tweety Bird helium balloon tied to my right wrist. I was so bubbly and happy. I was still a child. Oh god, how long was that? Haha well my family loves CNY though. We have Christmas everyday.

Allow me:

^Hahaha they have to "glow"!!! It's the first time I received so many Christmas gifts! I'm a happy girl. :) Love family times! ♥

Christmas Eve

2011-12-24T22:12:00.005+08:00

^The only christmas present I got for him. He's not gonna wash his hand tonight. :3

^Chocolate Logcake from Bakerzin! MMMMMM.
Finally some gathering time with my family & dear boy. :)

2:46AM

2011-12-24T02:46:00.002+08:00

❤❤❤❤❤❤?

^Lots of love!!!
Best Christmas Eve present I can received. :) Feeling bliss.

Happy xmas eve people! Can't wait for the day to start. ^^

Eve of Eve

2011-12-23T23:58:00.006+08:00

HAHAHA⇩

^Boyfriend took this pic of me in the library few weeks back. He said I resembled a cute Egg. LOL that was embarrassing but oh well, I was too stressed up over studying.

Double Date ♥♥

2011-12-22T23:30:00.006+08:00

Went on a double date with Elvina & her boyfriend, Aik Peng. :)
Planned it kinda long ago but couldn't really find the chance or time for it but I'm glad it went well. Elvina's boyfriend is really friendly, especially when mine is so shy. Hehe, just like me. :p

They got us a christmas gift! Thanks babe! :) Feel so bad to not get them anything. :/

Went for the Titanic Exhibition at MBS.

Would love to share the pictures of all the wonderful Titanic artefacts and history on here but photography was prohibited so... too bad but it was really a nice experience since all the artefacts are real-life and authentic, they've been around/under the sea for over 100 years! Before entering you'll be given a "boarding pass" and they information stated on it is based on the real passengers who had boarded Titanic in real-life. So cool right? :D IT IS TO ME!

I got a then 24-year-old married woman who was travelling with her husband under the third-class ticket while Randall got one businessman who was 47-year-old then travelling under the first-class ticket, rich dude.

After that, we realized we were running rather late for our supposedly dinner and movie at Cineleisure so we hurried over. In the midst of chionging(rushing), we stopped by and snapped some shots somewhere with the nice views and Singapore River.

^This is Aikpeng & Elvina!!! (Sweet couple♥)

By the time we arrived at Cineleisure, we were running kinda late for the movie since Elf has gotten the tickets ready beforehand(THANKS FOR THE MOVIE TREAT TOO<3) so we simply bought a little more combos than usual to munch along during the movie. :) Oh, we caught Tom Cruise's Mission Impossible 4: Ghost Protocol and that was when I realized why my mum adores this actor so much cos he's simply dashing in the movie la, nudged Randall in the middle of the movie specially to tell him that and he simply "Hmpf" me back. Heh, I sensed jealousy~ :) It's not just about the actor though, the plot and moves demostrated in the show is awesome. I don't know if I'm over-rating it but well, I really did enjoyed this movie a lot. *Thumbs up*

It was late when the show ended, around 11.30pm? Kids like us were still stranded in town. Haha went our seperate ways from Cine to find our friends before heading home. Woo fun day baby!

Teehee

2011-12-21T22:17:00.003+08:00

What's the point when you spend money to rebond your hair and everyone thinks you have curly hair? Well hey, I think you should save the money for other purposes. Too frizzy to be true!

PS: There's smth to look forward to tmr! :D
PSPS: OMG I CAN'T WAIT TO RECEIVE MY BLOG MONEY FROM NUFFNANG. $_$

JBJB

2011-12-20T21:37:00.010+08:00

With my pretty boy :)

^Mmmm nomnomnom. Cotton Candy + Green Tea flavours!

I HAD AN AWESOME DAY TODAY.
Headed over to Malaysia this morning with Randall and his family as well as some other relative/friends.

Upon arriving, we were brought to have bak kut teh + lots of nice steamed fishes brunch. Totally delicious. Hmm, despite having a heavy dinner just a few hours ago, I'm feeling hungry as I recall what I had in the morning. Omg so nice... I love eating fish so much, especially those prepared by steaming method. *drools*

Popped by the newly opened Johor Premium Outlet and was flabbergasted by the product price tags.(I'm Suaku) Hahaha, I can't afford these now but who knows in the future? :D Did some shopping there and over at Jusco. MamaHo and PapaHo bought so many things for me as christmas present. :) Thank you Aunty, Uncle!♥ Almost bought a Pedro footwear chosen by MamaHo and I really liked it alot but didn't manage to find suitable size for me. What's most important here is that I get to spend time with dear boy. :) I really enjoyed the time shopping with Randall and his parents. We went to have a seafood feast dinner later in the day. Had about 8-9 dishes? Omg I was so bloated at the end of the day.

Went home with 2 bags of new loves<3 (Feeling so pampered) This is our first trip to Malaysia together. It ended off nicely, love how things went today. :) Thank you MamaHo & PapaHo for bringing me along. YAY.

"9hertz120miles"

2011-12-19T21:40:00.010+08:00

It's raining heavily today and it's so cold, I went out with dear boy's super oversized hoodie that he gave me, wore it the whole day at the mall. :)

Met the two-years-no-see girls today after so long! :)
Each and every single of them has changed into a more beautiful individual. Omg, totally hot babes! The used-to-be geeky or good girl Sihui has changed to become so confident and attractive. *whistle* xD

Haven't had the chance to meet up with them for so long that I had so much to tell them today. Love it when I tell them things and they are able to empathise with me. Well, actually everyone does. :*

Very happy today although I spent like $102.30 on nothing much for myself and food. Hope to meet up with the girls again soon! :)

Snuggle, snuggle... ^-^

PS: So super excited for tomorrow!!!

F~

2011-12-19T11:30:00.000+08:00

You won't do well. Confirm. ^^

Hey

2011-12-18T22:57:00.001+08:00

GET IT IN YOUR HEAD.

If not for me, you wouldn't even have a chance!

Please know where you stand, oh and have some shame.

Selfish

2011-12-18T00:42:00.009+08:00

(I really had to blog this cos I can't just watch & do nothing.)

You are obviously jealous of her.
You hated the fact that she's got what you don't even though life for the both of you should be fair since you're going through the same thing but it's just different for you.

She's better than you, in almost everything.
She's prettier than you.
She's got better figure than you. (In terms of being proportional)
She's smarter than you.
She's got more friends than you.
She's more well-liked than you.
She's got more people to love & dote on her than you do.
She's probably got much admirable/unbeatable love-life than yours.
While what you have better than her is just so... transparent. Smth that wouldn't even matter to others. She's just better. She just wins you in every single thing.

Overall, her life is just much luckier and happier than yours.
So you're feeling horribly inferior.

That's why you're trying so hard to hurt her now despite she's so close to you.
So you think you can live without her now that your life looks complete? So you think she deserve such treatment from you? Oh you remember all the very-little-things you've did for her, what about those that she'd done for you? Why are you complaining and making her life difficult? Are you trying to prove that you're better? Because you're definitely not.

Your actions just showed how much more uglier you are, and that she's something you'll never be. That's why she's better than you. The truth is, you know she's better... and she always will be. You're not gonna be happy if you really lose her one day.

PS: You're being very, very selfish. Go reflect on yourself, everyone is talking about you.

Our first concert

2011-12-17T23:42:00.017+08:00

Had a great evening with Randall today. :)
Attended the EXOKX concert together, it's a performance held by various schools to raise funds for charity. Most importantly, my best friend is performing! So I must give her my support no matter what. That's what I call "killing two birds with one stone". Heh. ^^v

Reached the concert theatre early so camwhored a little with dear boyfriend while waiting...

The concert lasted 2 hours or so, had to wait for Kammy to head for dinner together, so while waiting(again)...

^I love tall guy.

^Sibei Sian face #01

^Sibei Sian face #02

^Sibei Sian face #03

^AWW :$

And finally, she's out!!! (Noob photographer: Randall :p)

^Obviously I took this ^^v

Last but not least...

^He think he's funny. :@

^Ok, I thought this is funny. Look at my mouth \('o')/

PS: I LUV TODAY COS BOTH MY BEST MALE & FEMALE BEST FRIENDS WERE PLACING FOOD ON MY PLATE :') So sweet of them, although Randall always do it but today, I got to enjoy DOUBLE pampering.

Check out my post on: "First Anniversary"

Bomb

2011-12-16T23:06:00.006+08:00

Went shopping today. Bought quite a lot of things. All thanks to Mamaho's vouchers, but he still spent quite a bomb. He's been spending too much on me... I'm being so spoilt and pampered by him. That I actually need a new wardrobe...

^Did I mention I shifted another wardrobe into my room just because my current one is bursting?

I feel like a little blissful girl being taken care of. Say for example, just two nights ago, dad bought a brand new functioning weighing scale and my parents (& myself) then realised I'm underweight which apparently I don't think I look like one but people around had been talking about how I'm becoming weaker or whichever reasons... Even male classmate noticed. So Randall brought me to have buffet at Marriott today, again. I can't recall how many times we've been here for hightea/dinner already. I feel so bad. For everything, he always tries his best to fulfill my wishes and desires. Omg I realised everybody have been really nice to me these days. So caring and stuff. Excluding those people that I don't need to team with anyone now :') Life's back to beautifully normal. Thank God. Gonna be strong and make both our lives happy, together.

^Don't you just feel sad/inferior when your boyfriend has bigger eyes than you? -,- I really don't know why nowadays his eyes are getting bigger. We should be growing together! :@

^Twitter: "I love him so much."

Allow me:

^EEEEE :B Showing off my new braces colour combi, love how I can be colourful after evey appointment each month. My teeth have shifted back neatly, not 100% yet but almost there so I'm very happy. :) And to evil people, sorry to disappoint y'all cos obviously you can't critisise my teeth anymore. :p

So much.

2011-12-15T22:21:00.002+08:00

I swear I'm the luckiest girl in the world. :')
Love you, Randall <3

Ps: Despite mamaho said that I have quite a big appetite, I guess I'll need to eat even more now... :(

Blind mices

2011-12-13T10:13:00.003+08:00

"Not me, I don't even consider myself as one. Count me out!"
"Say us? Wtf already far worst like a nothing but an old and boring toy."
"FU. Wrong la, it's the expired acbc chocolate monster! Holyyyy. K la the choco quite cheap."

People who'd been telling me that they couldn't load my posts or encounter missing posts, please bear with it because I think I kinda screwed up the codes during project. Yeah it required me to come up with a whole new blog but I must say my group did quite alright on the whole. But I guess new post should be visible to all? If cannot then view in IE, cos it works best with it. I personally don't have that problem viewing my own blog that's why I can happily update and not realize something's wrong here. Will do it soon cos I've been sick twice since Friday HAHAHA. I really overworked myself for school. This sux. Still hating on schoolwork. Oh well being sick isn't that bad... At least you get special treatment from people all around. Sigh, got to encourage myself this way, 'Speedy recovery, Princess!'. Awwww :p

First Anniversary

2011-12-12T19:13:00.009+08:00

HAPPY FIRST ANNIVERSARY! :D
I love you, Randall Ho. Thanks for choosing to stay on with me and not despising me. <3 :) I believe we had a wonderful day today? Exclude all the meaningless bad parts. It's awesome, baby. :) Thanks for your gift. I love it, I really really do. I'm really touched that you actually made a real book for me. And it's funny that the both of us got almost the same presents for each other, except that mine is hand-written while yours, was "printed and published" into a book. Thank God for you. I don't think I need to express myself any further here because all my heart felt words have been sent to you via texts. Let's keep the people here in suspense ok? :) Muacks. Some meaningful conversation-screenshots we have through this one year:

^Same pages on the book that bring smiles on my face :)

PS: Do not jump into conclusion. ;)

Hoodie luv ♥

2011-12-11T12:28:00.019+08:00

He wanted me to have his hoodie today.
He gave it to me cos he wants me to have it.
:)

Did I mention that we went studying at the library today? Oh, I just did. :) *So in love*

TGIF: Today's GIF

2011-12-09T21:57:00.005+08:00

MUACKS!!! Hi people, it's Friday!!! :)

And... managed to snap this during lesson break. Everyone K-O even before break!

This, I wanted to do one alone but Randall just had to give me a surprise kiss from behind! :*

When he finally decides to settle down and sleep for the rest of the bus journey. :3

Your face deserve a beating! :p

BYEBYE ^^

Mind

2011-12-06T22:24:00.003+08:00

Lalalala~ yay. Got rid of that 'arghhhh' feeling yesterday! Hopefully things are all up to standard? I really hate projects, group works... They are all so stressful omg. But glad I'm able to get away from all these temporary. :) Went to find my wife this evening. Lol I missed her. Did a lot of childish and fun things. Oh great, need to be school by 8am tmr for Social Psychology class... -..-zzz
Thank God, I ended up in the same class as quite a few people I know and one of them is Randall, my main source of motivation for such an early school! ^^ <3

Didn't wanna believe them but...

2011-12-06T20:46:00.005+08:00

Seriously who really cares about you? I don't think I'm wrong for stating the truth and facts. If you can't accept it then that's just too bad~ Just take it in, TAKE THAT. It's really your own problem and pride/ego matters. Well at least you're self-conscious to know that you're shameless but a little too shameless to admit. Mmhmm. No wonder?

Why must you pretend and make me believe that this is you?

We all know the truth, don't we? You think I don't know anything? Or do you think that I think that you don't know anything? Hahaha this is funny. But for someone like you, this is just the right way to play.

Ps: Like what EVERYONE said, you are not welcome ANYWHERE.

Regrets.

2011-12-04T20:21:00.002+08:00

Ever had any regrets? Ever wish that you could turn the time back and stop something from happening or correct a mistake? I do, he does, we do.

The moment you did something wrong and unacceptable by people around, they are probably gonna talk about you as long as you live. Yeah, so the only way to feign ignorance and move on. Ah I think that's just bull shit. Cos the truth is, even if they stopped talking about you, they've already labeled you to be something/someone unimportant and different from them. No matter how hard you hide, no one can really manage to run away and restart, there's NO restart button at all. You made a mistake, that's it. That's precisely why... being accepted is almost the best thing in the world. Now, try accepting 100%?

Ferryover

2011-12-04T18:39:00.004+08:00

"Omfg? Does she really still think that I'd really liked her before? Omg wth is wrong with her omg omg. For F's sake!"

Guys who intentionally lead girls on with false signals, or girls with overloaded fantasies and maybe something worse.

Makes me happy.

2011-12-03T23:01:00.004+08:00

You always make me laugh from the bottom of my heart cos you made me feel blissfully happy, to have you and be loved by you.

"You>Bros>Hoes"

"Your beautiful features"

"我要嫁给你" (LOL)

"What kind of ring do you want when I propose to you next time ah?"

"Baby hughug"

"Why you never steal kisses from me anymore :("

You're always there to make sure I have someone to fall back on. You never fail to bring smiles on my face. You do things that you wouldn't/never done for any other girl, for me. Most importantly... Despite all my flaws and imperfections, you never left and persist to ensure that I receive all your loves. Hahaha. Thank you babybibiboi. I love you so so much. :)

PS: Gave me strength to deal with all the villians.

Fear not.

2011-12-03T15:20:00.002+08:00

Things are slowly falling back to pieces. As soon as I got off from common tests and projects, everything else will be nothing cos I'll regain my freedom and I can fight evil people. (hidden meaning)

I hate dealing with people who aren't even my friends. No wonder for that, cos they aren't my friends. That's why they are so selfish. Hate to even have to entertain them because I want things to work and not let them ruin my efforts.

Self-respect

2011-12-02T22:57:00.001+08:00

Go find out the difference between a girl who keep going to a guy's place uninvited self-willingly and a girl who is being invited.

bhbrxc

2011-12-01T20:03:00.002+08:00

CCK today with those east-siders. Started crapping the moment the guys said they saw X. About the awkward moment when a boyfriend is much more beautiful than his girlfriend cos he has a bigger and stunning pair of eyes. A pity I didn't get to see her. D;

You ≠ Me. Never ever.

2011-11-27T22:49:00.004+08:00

Feeling so goddamn lucky to have supportive loved ones around me. :) Guess what, for an online quiz, I had my family and bf helping me to google for answers. LOL because it's like the hardest quiz I have ever came across. Hmm so happy~~~ ☺

To add on, my mum gave me a lecture on one module that I took today. My mum is so amazing... ♥

*25/11/2011

2011-11-26T14:30:00.008+08:00

Love me tender

2011-11-24T20:29:00.008+08:00

^SO CUTE RIGHT?(That's what ppl say :B) Randall has got big & nice eyes ^^ *PROUD*

Day 4 of elearning~ Went dental today, and ouch, baby you need to be gentle to me now. :p Currently, doing work at home like a very studious & lovable girl while waiting for boyfriend. :) He's coming to stayover for slumber party!!! Kidding. -,- We're gonna study. The minus point for elearning week is that you are guaranteed with assignments and work unlike lessons in school whereby people probably attend for attendance's sake. Why, yes. I have a pile of homework. I feel smarter everytime I completed one of them. :)

I'm getting lazier each day, kinda reluctant to head for event at Bukit Panjang... But I've promised people. Principle and responsibility >:)

PS: Only a person like you would do such a despicable or disgusting thing.
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Escape Theme Park

2011-11-22T21:25:00.013+08:00

...at 2 for $10! :p
Well, it's the thanksgiving promotion or something and they're closing for upgrading of the whole theme park.

So I was really excited and put extra effort to doll up myself. ^^(Lovestruck)

Sudden impulse to cook for boyfriend today. :)

^Mmmm~~~! He likes it. :p

^He got me chocolates cos I have "that thing" hehehe although I don't really eat chocolates.

^Excited much!!!!

^Our new love :)

^Dolphark!

YAY<3333333333

Him

2011-11-22T00:05:00.001+08:00

Did I mention that Ran & I caught the movie "You are the Apple of my Eye" on the first day it's officially out in cinemas? The movie is really good. I bet many of you have already watched it, for those who haven't you should probably do so. It sets me wondering a lot. Ran & I were very glad that we're both our own 'Shen Jia Yi' and 'Ke jing Teng'... We didn't missed each other, maybe once. Haha but I really hated the ending of the movie because it's really wasn't what I expected.

People asked me who's my 'Ke Jing Teng', the one hidden deep in my heart, the one that I'll never forget. I replied "There's no such person.".

I went to ask Randall. I got his first love :p *Proud* And I won't wanna let this go. I mean like, if we were to end... I'll never forget him.

You know what? They say that you'll only get this feeling ONCE in your life. Don't believe? Cos the moment you feel it, it will never go away. That feeling. Even after changing multiple partners, you wouldn't be able to get rid of the feeling because it's just so precious. I hope that what we feel for each others is that kind of feeling.♥

Enough

2011-11-19T22:50:00.006+08:00

Go ahead.

First.

2011-11-18T23:52:00.001+08:00

Different

Off

2011-11-16T22:33:00.004+08:00

Yupzxc no school Wednesday! ;)
Had a busy day though, nothing much related to school anyway.
Progress Update > Flea Monsters @ SP > Love Session > Wife's Place for dinner with fiancè > HTHT > Homed.
Appointment at 10.30am tmr. -_- God early. My class is at 1pm~ Gonna go wash up and revise for friday's a little and -knock out- soon.

Ps: Need a new/bigger wardrobe.

You won't wanna know

2011-11-15T22:55:00.005+08:00

^Click to enlarge (From: @Petebosir on Twitter!)

I found this guy. :)
Cos that's exactly what he said/did. Blissed. ^^

Love the part where he says "I could kissed you like that. Perfect height for us." everytime I complained about being short, followed by his spam-kisses. :)

And then it's the piggybacks or bridal lifting way of hugs, he always love to surprise/threaten me out of nowhere with such acts cause I'm afraid of heights. But truth is, I kinda love piggybacks. :)

Although the part about drinking+kissing didn't happen (Cos I don't drink?) but he never fails to continue kissing me even when he knows I'd vomitted due to fever (that's when I needed it most) or eaten some weird food that made my breath smells? Love him! :D ♥♥♥

k.

2011-11-13T21:24:00.000+08:00

I can do single eyelid >:)

Eleventh.

2011-11-12T23:18:00.004+08:00

Happy 11th month, dearest babybibiboi! :)

11.11.11

2011-11-11T21:35:00.008+08:00

11.11.11 is special to me.
Know of the belief that making a wish at the time, 11:11 and it'll come true?
I have never believe in that before so I probably never really pay much attention to catching this timing, let alone making a wish each time. Until, I met Randall. I know this might sound unbelievable or unconvincing enough but yes, ever since I got to know him, I caught 11:11 almost everyday, sometimes even twice a day. So I believe in 11:11 because Randall was and always will be my wish. :)

Well of course it only works without cheating, you'll have to catch it unprepared, like it's a surprise, coincidentally.

So on 11.11.11 it probably means we'll have double the blessings. :D
Very fortunately, we managed to lock kisses at 11:11pm with each other. I know this belief might sound very silly but at least, it is something that brings us closer together. <3 Naive mindset? No harm trying. :)

Went to school and was sort of "reprimanded" by my classmates for being such a "cutie"...

^I swear it's super coincidental!

Next, we even headed to have our first ever neoprint taken on such a beautiful date 11/11/11. :)

This is my favourite shot of all cos Randall decorated it and it's so cute!!!

After that, we went to watch "You are the Apple of my Eye". Too good a movie. :)